YMonday, September 22, 2008
Even though i am a person who always stand on his rights and principles, but sometimes, there is no point in standing when the ppl ard you are not helping you at all. I dun know why am i feeling this, it seems so difficult to understand why am i feeling this, let alone ppl who think they really understand mi. To be honest, i am pretty fortunate and grateful that there are real close friends outside there, to really make u feel better if u are gg tru a rough patch. But i am thinking of other things. I was looking another perspective point of view. I wanted to do this, but smthing is there to block it. I wanted to do that, it seems taht there is another blockage. I am really sick of all these blockage, these blockages are not easy to be solved, but rather it is mental blockage that is meant to be solved by myself. It is me who always think of it this way, but I guess i should look at a broader point of view. I am damn down at work today. I really dun know why today i am like tat. Is it because of a comment my colleague make earlier in the morning ? Or is it other things that i am pretty disappointed abt ? Mayb i set my expectations too high...tat is why u drop further and it will be difficult to pull yourself up. I am always a optimistic person, thus the saying :A positive attitude is important, but it is only part of the story. Understanding how to surmount pain, doubt, and failure is a vital component in winning the game of life.
YSunday, September 14, 2008
With the number of friends ard mi, it is with no doubt tat I ma the luckiest guy on earth. But of these number of friends, there muz be at least 2 of them who actually think they are smart enuff to outsmart mi, though they didnt to it very obvious.
Truth hurts, yes, but then if the affected party know tat you are lying to him, isnt it more hurting for the affected party ? Simple logic like these shouldnt be taught by anyone else, if u are sensitive enuff, you will feel it any o how.
It is really hurting and disappointing when they are telling mi that they are doing for the sake of mi. BULL SHIT !!!