YTuesday, June 24, 2008
friends are friends, but do they really know u that well ?
they claim they do, but seeing that i am a cheerful guy, but do they really know how i feel inside ?
I am really fake on the outside, but sometimes, my heart really hurts...
Ppl always sae problems should tell your friends abt it, but are they really trustworthy to be told ?
Do I trust them ? Do I always rely on them ?
Juz look at my eyes, did u c tears in them ?
YFriday, June 20, 2008
3rd post in a day,
I AM GOING CRAZY !!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLLLLLLLEEEEAAASSSEEEEEEEEEE HHHHHHEEEEEELLLLPPPP MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
i do not wish to gain any sympathy from anyone of you.
if my actions looks fake to you, there is nothing i can do about, coz it is your thinking.
Cos nobody know myself better than i do.
even if i wan to gain sympthy from u, u muz know my freaking problem first b4 making any crude judgement about mi.
if u wan to know my freaking problem, better get to know mi well enuff first....
besides, if i wan to come out any weird fakeness to you, let mi assure u, i would rather use tat time to do quality stuff, and tok to ppl who are more worth it, rather than you over there think i act ke lian juz to create any attention.
thank god for my close friends, and there are only 2 of them.....
I bought lunch, but totally no appetite to eat...mayb i juz put aside and c it rotss.... Have a rough morning, some team manager called mi and tok to mi in a ah-lian attitude, and tok to mi as if i owe her a living, so i tok to her in a ah-beng attitude. she is questioning my integrity and principle of work, which nobody does so in my whole freaking life, and if she is unable to accept the way i explain it to her, then too bad. Dun come freaking juz because of a tiny wheeny problem and make a hell big fuss about it. Mayb for a start u can come tok to mi in a nicer way, rather than once the conversation started u beginning to question my ethics. Look here u bitch, I mayb a nice guy on the outside, but then again, dun make mi show my bad side to you, even though u can be more meaner than mi, i dun freaking care, tat is you, this is mi. mayb u think i am in the wrong here. that freaking problem is so small, i juz dun understand why the hell u are making a big fuss. SERIOUSLY !! AND I FREAKING HATE PPL TRY TO BE GO OVER MY TOES. I am being professional here, and for a start, mayb i suggest u to go for grooming courses. I beginning to doubt u, to be honest. and yeah, i juz dun understand how can you be a team leader for such a stupid attitude u haf. even my fish can be better than you. YES, I AM MEAN !!! SO DUN TRY YOUR FREAKING LUCK !!!
YTuesday, June 17, 2008
all rite, 2 disasters in a month, how good can they get ?
work is okie, except for some stuff which is unexplainable.
I feel like gg for holiday, but haf to wait for longer for some certain reasons....
wat else is new ?
dad birthdae is this coming wed,
my brithday is next month....
Tat abt it....
HAHA....crap...