I am not being difficult here, I juz wan to have a life that everyone can enjoy. I juz wan to go on leave, leave all the unhappy stuff here, and enjoy the breeze in bintan, and shop all i wan in bangkok, and eat for all i care in malaysia. but i am unable to do tat.
life is not simple as it is, mayb this is juz one of the challengers that i have to face in the working world. But i am unable to accept tat life is so unfair to a certain extreme extent, that he will actally protect the same species as he is, but dun u think tat he should actually be sensitive to one feelings ?
I never felt so helpless in my whole life, this is the first time to be honest. Am i being so soft hearted ? I already tell him wat i think alrayd, but it seems tat the more i tok abt it, the more he has more comments to my explaination. Wat kind of superior is tat ? I almost drop a few tears in front of him. But it seems pointless to do tat.
In tat kind of situation, I really dun know wat to do, should i continue, or should I juz stay on and carry on with my work. He alrady have a bad impression of me, but it seems that no matter how hard i do, he doesnt seem to notice mi at all. A good superior actually assess a person equally, but it doesnt seem to happen on him.
I am not fussy, either am i being a difficult person to handle. I really do appreciate when all my collegaues do actually give mi some token of appreciation when they insisted, but do tat matters to me ? My pay rise and bonus is still up to him. If he thinks that i am not being responsible, i am not responsible to him no matter how hard i try. So wat is the point of giving mi all the gifts ? I do appreciate really, so thank you.
Let put it this way, I always stay positive, so that I can look forward to the days ahead, whenever there are negative stuff, I will always turn into positive, but still, it is not easy as it seems as u are dealing with a difficult boss. But i will always try my best.
I will still give my best shot. Though i feel like crying sometimes. IT seem tat nobody understand where i coming from...
My mind is so complicated.....
Twistin' at
1:04 AM
YTuesday, July 22, 2008
The weather in macau is damn humid and hot, but overall, i do enjoy myself with my colleagues, we have a great time on the 1st and 2nd nite, especially the joke that we share on the 2nd nite, with regards to the panties...:)
Have taken a lot of pictures along the way, so stay tuned...
Grand Lisbon
Gold bars on the floor
friends and mi at macau
Too many pictures to upload. So stay tuned...
Twistin' at
2:52 PM
YTuesday, July 15, 2008
I want to say thanks to a few people.
Thanks
bb for the ferry tickets which cost a whopping 43 bucks to batam.
Zhongyi for the free massage that cost only 13 bucks for 1.5 hours
Sharmaine and Ernest for the delicious and filling dinner. 4 crabs, oatmeal prawns, kangkong, hot plate tofu, lemon chicken. Cost - $82 bucks for 5 person
Jeff and Jason for the 8 GB USB drive
Rochelle - my beautiful niece, for the lovely card
Mum and dad for the ang pow
Grandma for the ang pow
Buddy for the lovely pen, i really love it alot, with my name engrave. :)
Howard, Eileen, Karen, Buddy for the nice sushi tei lunch
I juz hope everyone will understand mi better and feel for what i am gg through...that all...
Twistin' at
12:22 AM
One of the best songs i ever heard - feel the warm ppl...
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing We're just one big family And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
Scooch closer dear and i will nibble your ear
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer My breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons It's what we aim to do Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short this is our fate, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody) It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait The sky is yours!
